A Letter To Boon

To : Boon

那天早上吃早餐时，你骂我无情，很坏，因为就算做不了恋人，也能做朋友。我当时没立刻湖
回应你的问题，我很生气，因为我觉得一路以来，我没拒绝与她做朋友，我觉得是她选择让这段友谊不再继续的，这不是我问题，是她，是她.....

可能你会认为问题出现在我身上，可是我觉得我没问题。她变了，变得有自己的想法了，她不再是我以前认识的她了，这是我们大家都同意的。以前的我很天真，喜欢她不敢讲，我知道她对我不感兴趣，所以我就默默付出，因为我相信总有一天一定能感动她，渐渐的我发现我这样的想法和心态是愚蠢的，无知的。从此以后，这种无知，愚蠢的想法不再出现在我思想中。直到家俊事件后，我从新在尝试想想这种想法的真实性，得出结果是家俊事件纯属是件奇迹。既然是件奇迹，就只会发生一次，不会也不可能发生第二次。

我曾付出过我的真心，然而，她给我的是伤心，无情和躲避。我没把她给我的100%反射回给她已经算是“仁慈”了，那天早上只算是那么的一点“复仇”，所以你不能怪我。做为兄弟的你应该“撑”我，不是怪我，就算我有错，试问一个付出过真心的人会比绝情的人来的多吗.....

From : ME

18/7/2010

开始慢慢适应除了没“你”的生活，慢慢的，在生活中“你”已经不是我那么重视的一个人物，甚至一天或是一个月或是更久没与“你”说话都不会觉得不自然，我觉得我终于成功，终于成功忘了“你”，现在我要做我自己，卉艳说的好，天涯何处无芳草，何必单恋一支梅，不要为了一棵树放弃整个森林。谢谢“你”让我明白这一切......

说到卉艳，这家伙我从初二就已经知道这个人了，知道是因为她成绩实在太好了，样子又不会很像读书仔，所以有时蛮羡慕她的，样子又长的还不错啦，直到今年才开始跟她熟了，我又多了个好朋友了......

以前人家问我，相不相信奇迹，我总是说不。但最近就有一个奇迹发生在我身旁，家俊恋爱了。这对我来说简直就是惊天动地的事件。不是说我看不起家俊，只是他和他女朋友简直是2个世界不同的人，我难以置信，在这同时，我很羡慕他，也很妒忌他，希望他们能恋情能长久，祝福你们......

p/s :我只相信奇迹只发生一次，不会发生在我身边第二次，这就是我的想法......

Apologize

2 days for me is quite off , but today and yesterday I feel the time is quite slow . Now this time I should sleep in my bed but I and not .

My friends have been go Genting for trip , I had to go this but some problem is happen with me . My mon know I lie her and she was disappointed with my action and ban my activity , include the trip . At Saturday night , I had think about if I went to Genting first and dont want let them know , after come back only admit to them , but I not have courage to do this .

So hope my friends do not blame me , I not intentionally to do pilot , I also hope can go with your , but i cant , sorry to my friends ......

2/5/2010 (Boring and short paragraph)

Today no follow my parent back to hometown , because come back home will very late , I am so tired ......

Continues finish my download movie , fnally finish watching 下一站.幸福 , I love this movie .....By watching this movie , I think so many things about she , she's smile , she's every moving and more. I think that can I and she finally ending will become like this , but i know this is imposible because reality and story are different . However I cant stop my mind to think her , maybe she is like drug , everyday must thinking to her for solve my drug addiction . I always talk to the other people Time will change everythings , so I will forget she , but this is time problem , maybe after this min ago , or maybe 1 year , 3 years , I dont know , I dont know.....

17 April 2010

So , long time no open le ...

Now I am so worry many things such as cocurricular , my homework and many many . Last 2 week Pudu competition had end . We got silver medal at this competition , but according our strenght ,we can got the gold medal.....cause I dont had focus to the competition . Many mistake was came from me . I am sorry to my teammate , I promise i will do my best in the Wilayah competition , This is my last year to take part Wilayah , I will treasure this last year competition...

Now my homework was very terrible , as specially is Add math , I cant remember what the Math teacher teach about it . So now the math period I use to revision the Chemistry , but my schedule so slow , I want improve my schedule , I dont want be the last in class , I want prove to my classmate I also can be a outstanding in class .....

I am so tire about this love , I find you are not care about me . Tell me what can I do......

24/1/2010

Faster than in January on, and feel very substantial flies, in addition to practice three days a week on Thursday, but also to the remedial English classes, in February began to go to make up SPM subjects, and a week's time is running out, and Mom also said that this year had a great 'substantial'. I would like to end too quickly this year, next year and enjoy the final year of high school.

This year should be practicing every Saturday night, originally thought it would be fun to know where the problem of light and we are very troubled, very difficult to look at the ball. Every Saturday should be practic until 9 pm, when back home feel very tired.

My SPM exam this year, and I want to concentrate on school. I have SPM this year's goal is to have obtained 5 A, so I will reduce the time to play the game.In about 3 week is chinese new year le,this year school holiday only 6 days,the stupid headmaster dont know him keep the holiday for what .I hope chinese new year coming fast and receive many many angpao......

16/12/2009

Long time ago no write the blog le ,I am so lazy to write that .First time try to type English for my blog ,If has somethings works wrong or grammar wrong ,sorry for all because my english is not good.

These 2 weeks I live in my grandparents house ,because at my house i will fell very boring and all day to computer ,but in my grandparents house i can do what i want to do ,such as riding motor ,playing basketball and more except that i can't use the computer .My cousin also at there ,we always playing PS2 and see movie in room at midnight .There is great ,I love my grandparents house.

Last friday I went to TS with my Junior 3 classmate .We went to sing at Lowyat Redbox .Only 4 people so we can sang more song ,but the staff only gave 3.5hours to our ,so at the end we had many song hadn't sing .After that we went to eat .All dont know want to eat what ,so we went to Marrybrown eat .Only my 'mother' wanted eat ,Yu qing and me share the Potato strip .We chat many things .We going home at 6.20 pm and my mother come LRT take me .Hope next time can gathering again .

Being left over 15 days is year 2010 .Next year will be exam year ,I will manipulation the Spm exam .I want take almost 3 a for my Spm result ,I dont want waste my time in next year ,I want do my best to take the outstanding result in my SPM .I trust I can do in .